'Wanting' explained (Total Appreciation)

I live in the world and I reside in the Vortex. What does this mean? Well it means that when you are feeling good, you are in your Vortex, or when you're in your Vortex, you're feeling good. Whatever way you prefer to say it. Anyway, you probably already know that.

My Vortex is constructed from everything that I want, therefore my Vortex, by definition, would not exist if it did not contain everything that I want.

If all that is already obvious to you, don't worry, it gets more interesting ;)

So today I was looking around in my house, and then looking out the window into the world, and I thought to myself that I'm feeling so good, I'm in my Vortex, yet I am also aware of things outside of my specific Vortex. I am aware of the 'outside world' so to speak. While in my Vortex, I am at the same time aware of the contrast around me that produces new desires. However I am only 'vaguely' aware of this contrast, no matter how large or small the contrast is, as most of my focus is in my Vortex.

This got me thinking that when I am in my Vortex/in order to be in it, I cannot give my attention to the contrast that was/is needed to create my Vortex. So I wondered, if I stay where I am, in the Vortex where I am hardly aware of the contrast, will I still be putting things into my Vortex?

The answer is "yes, I will". A great insight occurred to me today that answered this fully and helped me really understand just what 'wanting' is. Here is the insight:

"Wanting is not wanting of things, it is wanting of more contrast"

I will explain this in more detail. Sure, reading the above may sound a bit odd, but that's words for you. 'Wanting of things' isn't really wanting at all. In fact, if we were to be strict about it, we'd state that if someone were to say 'I want that thing (that is not contrast)' then we wouldn't comprehend what they mean at all. At a vibrational level, this is true.

Are you sure flex? Doesn't Abraham Hicks (infinitely and eternally evolving intelligence) tell us that desire for things is fine. Sure, and I'm cool with that. But what are we really 'Wanting' This is the key, you see. When we see and truly know what we are really 'Wanting' then we have the keys to everything! My great insight gave me this key, and I am so glad to share with you all.

So, to recap, there I am in my Vortex, hardly aware of the contrast as I revel in my good feeling place. And I am hardly aware of the contrast, because in order to be in my specific Vortex, I have to remove my focus from the contrast. This leaves me in a state of contentment.

Ok, well, that's it then yeah. You just stay there forever. Well yes, but you still want more! More what? If everything's in my Vortex, then why ever go out of it. Ahh yes, to put more things into your Vortex, right? Well, again yes, but there's something more fundamental than that.
You see Abraham says that we don't really want 'things', we just think we do. So even to say we go outside our Vortex so we can put 'things' into our Vortex, still that doesn't line up with what Abraham Hicks says. These are just 'things' and we don't really want 'things'.

Still with me? Good, you're gonna dig this :D

When I first heard Abraham say something along the lines of: "You think you want these things, but really you don't" I sort of got what they were saying, but not fully. So although I didn't understand exactly what they meant, and I didn't have the awareness of the strong feeling about what they said, I trusted them and took them on faith. Ok so I don't really want loving relationships. I don't really want financial abundance. I don't really want perfect body, etc, etc.
How can this be though? Surely I want those things. No no no, you don't.

The problem' here is words really. Abraham Hicks has said this themselves, to paraphrase "you're words and language do more to keep you from your understanding than most everything else". One could invent a new language to help with understanding, but this would oon become redundant, so I might as well do my best with the English language I am currently using. I will explain in more details, to draw out more clearly the 'vibe' of what I'm really saying. This means that this blog post is long and some would say "drawn out" but I believe it's well worth it. And also you play your part here by being aware of the feeling as you read these words.

As I said earlier, to say "I want that thing" actually makes no sense at all. Sure, Source will 'answer' your request, but an 'answer' is not a wanting. We may have pure desire, and say "I want that thing" and allow it immediately, but still, that is not wanting. Sure that may be true from a word perspective, but from the perspective of the true essence of what 'wanting' is, it is not 'wanting'.

Why the heck not????!?!?

Because Source answers every request, it just does, automatically and instantaneously. Having what you want/wanted isn't 'wanting'. It is simply the way it works. It is essentially nothing much at all. It is the true 'wanting' that is everything. So to know what you are truly 'wanting', is mastery.

What you are truly wanting, is more contrast, but then you don't want to be so aware of it. You don't want to be so aware of it, because to be so aware of it would remove you from your Vortex. Well who cares about that? If you say that the only thing that you want is more contrast, then who cares about being in the Vortex. Yep, that is true. One day we won't need our Vortex (that is 'Vortex' being the place where 'nice' things' reside). For now though, the Vortex, the 'nice things' lol gives us the platform, the confidence, the wherewithall we believe we need in order to be the leading edge beings that we are.

However, to say that, is actually a contradiction. For to be on the leading edge, you need nothing. You don't 'want' any 'thing' at all, whether you purely want it or you have to focus wheel or imagine yourself there. It's the same thing. You're still focused on a 'thing' rather than on the contrast.

You could say that 'contrast' is a 'thing'. Well I'm not going to argue over words. If you don't get the vibe of this posting, then you either aren't ready to hear it yet/never need to hear it.

You can want things, you can have things, but who you really are is a 'wanting for contrast'.

Some people say that we are the world, that we are the Universe. But we are not. It may be a part of us, in terms of matter, but it isn't really who we are. Just like the Vortex with all the 'nice things' lol isn't really who we are. Who we are isn't 'the contrast' that is found in every particle there is. Who we really are is 'a wanting for contrast' not the contrast itself.

Now you really know what 'wanting' is. It is 'wanting more contrast'.
That is who you really are.

Now you can fully appreciate your environment. Total appreciation. To 'want more contrast' is perfection because by default the nature of the world and the Universe at large is contrast.
Yeah, now you got it.

Thanks! :D